Recorded at Lake Hodges, USA - March 2015
The Seth Retreat / Experience
The Human Dilemma is one of Seth's most comprehensive and extensive teachings through Story in which he describes the human condition through the lens of choice and dilemma. This recording was created using five sessions from The Seth Experience (a twelve session retreat held in March 2015). An adapted transcript is also included below.
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The Human Dilemma
Please note that this is an adapted transcript of The Human Dilemma which was created using content from five Session from The Seth Experience retreat (full 12 sessions available here). The Human Dilemma mp3 is available above and is generally the preferred format for this message as it was originally delivered in spoken form. This text will however help those wishing to better study the contents of the message.
A good day to you all. It is a fine day indeed. I welcome you into my energy. I meet you at the threshold of your Self. And in that meeting we both know more clearly who you are, for that is the question you have been asking you have been asking, “Who Am I?” I wish to offer you alternate perspectives, so I invite you to meet your Self through this experience, to meet your Self through these ideas, to meet your Self through me.
There has been question of “Well who are you? Who is this speaking through Story? Am I THE Seth that was channeled by Jane Roberts? [Jane Roberts channeled Seth from the mid-sixties to mid-eighties.] What you will come to discover as you come to the new framework of reality we present (the One Self Teachings), is how difficult it is to answer questions about Self and identity. This is because the level of individuality presumed within the question does not translate to the reality I exist within. So I wish to try and answer this question of identity from a wider place and to do it, I will tell you a little story.
The Tale of Earth as Twelve Beings
It has been said to you that there are many, many ways to awaken and that you have indeed awakened in many ways already. After each awakening you jump back in and keep awakening because you enjoy creating new paths of experience. There are no end to the ways in which you can awaken and one of these ways, one of the lenses you can awaken through, is to awaken into a level of reality where there are only twelve beings.
This is a reality where you wake up and you will discover your Self and every other human being to be a manifestation of one of twelve beings. Another way of viewing this would be as one of twelve entities. So you can imagine how there are twelves branches of Self within humanity with each branch containing billions of Selves. So instead of the religious idea of everyone being descended from Adam and Eve, it would be the idea that every person on Earth is birthed from twelve original imprints of Self - twelve original parents.
These twelve beings got together and said, "Look at this circle that is created. We stand at a perimeter of a space, of a reality. A reality is created when we stand together. When we stand together there is a tension across us. And in that tension, in that difference, is a space for infinite potential. Let us twelve beings come together and create this reality through which we can all expand and grow."
So in this example, when you wake up from the illusion of the human experience, you will discover yourself to be one of these twelve beings. These twelve beings each know that they are from the One Self. You could see this as the original breaking of the One Self into the Many. And now think of this question again. “Who are you? Are you the Seth that was channeled by Jane Roberts?” You now have a better understanding of the issue of answering that question. If there is a way in which every human being on Earth could only give one of twelve answers.
If all human life is from twelve original Selves then imagine how wide the range of Selves within one of the twelve would be. Each of the twelve would therefore represent a whole archetype of characteristics with great range in each quality. Different selves from the same parent could be seen to be very different from each other because there is so much diversity within humanity.
Well it is the same with the name Seth. That which I am, that which I speak to you from, is a wide and varied space. And really what I am pointing you towards here is the redundancy of the question. For ultimately we are one being. But there is something powerful about pointing you to this reality of twelve. It shows us how the experience as Self is ever evolving, ever widening, ever changing. And, as such, where can one name be said to end and another name be said to begin?
What Is a Self?
So it all depends on how you want to define what a Self is? And I tell you that you will just go around and around in circles for there is a not a single answer. The answer is every single point of experience is a different Self AND there is only One Self. BOTH are true.
And this is the answer to all your questions. This is the answer to your dilemmas. All options of any dilemma or choice contains truth. This is why you must go to the heart of your question. And those people that ask that question - “Are you that same Seth?” That is a question they must explore in their heart and only answer for themselves and the answer they find is the true answer for them.
I speak to you from the truth of this being, Story Waters. He knows me as the being he met through Jane Roberts’ books. That which speaks to you Now in this moment is known to Jane as Seth. Both Story and Jane perceive me as Seth. They are each having that experience. They are in that experience of truth. And that is what creates it.
Every being in this world can have a direct relationship with me, no relationship, or they can have a relationship through these kinds of recordings. If they have the direct relationship with me they will know directly who I am. If you have the relationship through the recordings then you have the journey of coming to know the more you listen/read.
When you will allow yourself to know, you will fully meet the energy of the recordings. But as I have pointed out repeatedly, that is not the question. The question is, when you feel a recording, when you feel this as a menu item for life, do you feel drawn towards it? That is the freedom from those definitions. The people who are hung up on this, those that have tripped over themselves, are those that are in the prison of Seth.
Yes, I created a prison. The Seth books (written through Jane Roberts) are a signpost to freedom and a prison. They are both. They can only be both. For they represent all things. People can meet those books and free themselves. People can meet those books and enter into a tight, rigid mental framework akin to a religion. My Self and Jane are the creator of both.
For those seeking absolute truth this is hard because there is no right or wrong. I will appear to be as you believe. That is how reality works. You see what you are looking for. So I will both pass and fail all your tests which can only eventually lead you to the realization that it is simply not about that.
Going back to our story to hopefully make the point clear, if there are only twelve beings that created the Earth, and one of them is called Seth, then you reading this are all called Seth. This is because this kind of view of reality that you are reading now is currently such an anomaly on Earth that those that share it would be seen to have birthed from the same parent. This is why the question, “Are you THE Seth?” does not have the meaning you believe it does. I am a far wider experience of Self than the level of individuality ascribed to me tends to assume. I am best thought of as a territory of consciousness with infinite possible faces, one of which may indeed be you.
What does what I am telling you mean? What does it point you towards? What is it evoking within you?
Individuality as Data/Code that can be Duplicated.
There are so many ways in which people try to imagine and conceive of what individuality is. And when you see how you divide your Self at every new choice, it becomes mind-boggling and you can’t follow it. You ask, “Well where am I in that? Who am I in that?”
Computer data is currently the best analogy for what the ‘contents of a Self’ are. You understand the copying of file, the copying of a jpg digital photo for example. You can just copy it and you have two of them. You can also apply filters that alter them, and then you have multiple versions of them. You then might create a picture that is created from multiple pictures. Now even though you may have many unique versions of the original, you can see reflections of the original data. In this you see the data as being like ingredients of a cake. And from all the ways in which these ingredients can be mixed you see all the states of reality, all the menu choices, the infinite matrix of creation. It is all within you to be experienced.
But then what are you? What differentiates you? What separates you? Nothing does, because it is illusion: there is One being. But within the illusion who are you? What differentiates you? What is the difference?
What you will see is that none of those possessive ideas of Self matter because the Self is ever changing. It is the NOW. You are the NOW. You are your NOW. Your NOW is all you have. Your NOW is your Self. Your NOW is your game-board. Your NOW is the present manifestation of your menu - of your mix of the ingredients. The Self you seek is in the NOW. Your reality is your Self which is to say that your Self is an experience. It is the answer to your question. This experience before you, this is what you are. It may not conceptually be everything you are, but in every way that is meaningful to you, your very experience of Self is the answer to your question. You are where you are. You are what you are experiencing. You are the beingness that IS.
These are all just words, but what I am pointing you towards is the totality of it; is the answer to the question. We simply are. Any more satisfying answer you can find will be one that you construct to be satisfying in order to give you something to bite your teeth into. There is no wrongness in giving yourself something that feels more like a solid answer. It is just that eventually you will always discover what it is you are looking for because everything contains truth. The answer therefore becomes for you to start focusing on what you wish to be true, because we each become what we focus upon.
In being the One AND the Many, you are Connection.
What I am seeking to say to you here, is that you are the One and you are the Many. And there is not a satisfying mental construction / framework that spans that. The only thing that truly spans it is your experience. The answer is therefore a direct experience of Self where you step into the knowingness of connection. We come from connection. The One broke into the Many where it could then experience disconnection and unconsciousness. But the natural state is connection. And that is what you will feel when you enter the awakened Self. You will discover the connection and then you will see the answer of how we are one.
You know how we are many. You are clear on how we are many because you know a Self that you have known as individuated, as separate. When you wake up you will come to know, with no doubt, with direct experience, how we are One Self. Then your question will be answered. The experience of WE ARE CONNECTED will be direct. It will be your knowing. You will allow your Self to know that without any doubt.
The Purpose of Disconnection/Unconsciousness.
What you will then see is that the experience of disconnection (the pushing into unconsciousness of connection) then creates what has been previously described as the blank space within the jigsaw. And, through the creativity of imagination, that space is filled with so many ideas about what your individuality is. But those are all ideas created by the unconsciousness of connection.
They are something created by beingness entering into a space that it chooses to fill with meaning of what Self is. Meaning that created what we may call Souls, OverSouls, Entities, dimensions, polarities, dualities, tri-alities. Experience created from the dilemma of having forgotten what we are. All worlds have emerged from within the space created by the asking of “Who am I? What are we? What are we that are separate?”
The Earth has arisen from this space. And we experience it as we believe it to be. For example, we can have the usual human experience of believing we are all uniquely separate, or we can imagine that we are all one of twelve beings, or we could imagine that there is only One Self. Whatever it is you choose to believe you will experience as the truth of your Self.
Everything Contains Truth from a Perspective.
Due to the nature of the infinite, all versions of all realities exist. So there is no absolute truth. When you understand that the truth is what you make it, then you will choose to go where your heart feels. There is no absolute destination. There is only your preferred destination in the Now moment and that is an experience of Self. Everything before you is your choice for your Self. And now we will look further at the perfection of that choice and how you constructed it.
I hope to extend my hand to you, so that you can step with greater confidence, with greater knowingness, into that choice for your Self. You do not need to fear this choice. You do not need dilemma in this choice. Within this choice of who you are choosing to be is the answer to your question of ‘Who am I?’ This is because the answer is the experience of choice itself.
But what is seen about the human experience is that we only allow ourselves to truly choose who we are, when we are satisfied we have some knowingness of who we are. This is because if you do not have confidence in who you are, then you do not allow yourself to know. And by not allowing yourself to know, you experience dilemma in your choice of who you are.
Put simply, we are the choice of ourselves. But because of our fears, which manifest as self-doubt, we can never see we are the choice of ourselves. When we can never decide who we want to be, we can never fully experience it. The reason we don’t clearly see that we are choosing our own lives is because we do not believe we have the power to choose who we are. Our fears are therefore what keep us in the experience of not feeling we understand or know ourselves.
Meet your Self through the Fearless Choice within your Heart.
To jump off the cliff of fear-based doubt and choose, is to jump into the experience of meeting your Self. You have all been afraid to meet yourself, to meet the consciousness that chose this. You dress it up in so many ways, but it all comes back to this dilemma in the choice, this fear in the choice of who you are. This is expressed as fearing what you are, fearing what you will create, fearing what will you meet. In this moment allow yourself to feel your fear as a cloak falling away. Feel that what is revealed needs no name. Step out of the limitation of needing to name what you are. Instead, feel your wings spreading and know that the experience of your Self is beyond any naming.
This reality before you, that which you call the Earth, is an experiential journey, no more and no less. You are so often asking about the rightness of this choice to experience within human form. You are uncertain of the very rightness of your choice to come to Earth, to be here, to be creating what you are creating, to be experiencing what you are experiencing. And there is this way in which we have had to convince you of how special this reality is in order to open you to see its wonder.
The Earth is a wondrous place. That is evidenced by no more than the fact that you are choosing it from within an infinite choice. THAT alone says everything. When you see the bigger picture you will see that you are a being in infinite freedom picking the Earth experience from the Infinite Menu of Creation. You may be in the illusion of dilemma now, but there is no dilemma in the space where you chose to exist on Earth. There is no fear of wrongness. It is a clear choice. You are a creator being in infinite freedom selecting and living within their experience.
The reason you choose to enter a reality such as the Earth is because you are expanding your experience of Self through the dilemma that is created. Within the human experience there is this dilemma, this rift between what you are experiencing and what you feel you want. This is the space that is creatively filled in through your imagination leading to experience. So you come to the Earth and forget the wider picture of who we are. And in imagining answers we are extending the experience of Self.
What is the ‘Right’ Choice?
It is natural that when you ask your questions, you ask about the rightness of what you are choosing. You want to know that you are making the ‘right’ choices when it comes to anything you are in dilemma about. Well, if there is any meaning to the word ‘rightness’, then rightness is what you choose. Rightness is what you are. Rightness is what you be. This is simply the letting go of the idea of absolute truth which is limiting and singular; to allow the idea of truth being what you make it - what you choose. Therefore, what is ‘right’ is what you choose to be right. You create your own ‘experience of rightness’ with your choice of what you believe to be right.
In our attempt to convey the rightness of your choice in answering your questions, we are therefore left with communicating to you why we see you are choosing what you are choosing, such that you can see your own choice of rightness. As such, the choice you are questioning then ceases to be a dilemma and becomes a part of what you are. You are then expanded.
Expansion through resolving Dilemma.
Imagine it like this. You have a circle of truth within which you are at peace. You create unconsciousness, that unconsciousness creates dilemma, and you explore the space of dilemma. That looks like extending the circle outwards. As you resolve the dilemma it solidifies and you have grown. You have a new circle of truth and that is what you now know yourself to be, but you also know yourself as the expansion of that Self. Therefore, you do not know yourself as the contents of the circle. You know your Self as the evolving experience of the contents.
You are a creator saying, “I have written an experience of a life and I am going to go into this mirror, into this reality, into this dilemma to experience it. However, I will be unconscious (through self-imposed forgetting) that I have written this life for myself. I will experience myself as being within something that is not of my own creation (such as being human on Earth). So I am going to go into this reality and have this experience, and I would like you to come and help me Seth. When I have been in there for x amount of years, in terms of my own Earthly linear experience, please come in and help me remember Seth.”
So when that point in the perceived linear time of the Earth comes, I Seth come to the door and open it and say, “Hello!” Because you will have forgotten who I am, we will have to re-introduce ourselves. I know that you will be in fear expressed as a variety of dilemmas and, if you can meet me despite your fear, then I can help you resolve your dilemmas. And we can encode it in your blueprint for this life that you will meet me. We will encode within you imprints of Seth so that you will recognize me when I appear. And when I appear, that recognition will allow the knowing of connection which will allow you to hear me. I will speak to you of your dilemmas and I will sooth them. I will empower you from the power you have forgotten. This is simply to say, I will help you remember.
So when I speak to you and you describe your issues, your human problems, it is in that space where I see your expansion. I see this space that you have creatively filled. And it is gold. It is newness. It is the expansion of the experience of Self. It is what you are seeking. It is what you came for. It is the diamond of the life, the diamond of the experience, but it is in dilemma.
And together, as we meet, as we bridge, and you remember who you are, so you will allow more of what you are, more of what your Self can believe it can be. And that which was previously a dilemma to you becomes certain, becomes solid, becomes knowing. This is how you have been extending yourself. This is how we have been interrelating. And this way in which you have been extending yourself has been this unfolding of the journey that you wrote for yourself.
Releasing Dilemma is Releasing Fear.
This powerful remembering is not simply the falling of an illusion. It is not simply seeing through an illusion. The choice to awaken is more clearly seen as the choice to let go of fear, which is generally experienced as the choice to release/exit an experience of dilemma. This is to stop putting energy into the dilemma. It is the realization that the dilemma is a choice, even though when you are in it, the dilemma does not seem like a choice at all.
For example, you feel that if an earthquake begins you must go into earthquake drama mode. You feel you must start running this conditioned program. But, there is a choice. There is the choice within you to not enter dilemma and instead meet the experience. That which throws you into dilemma is a choice for a type of reality, a certain type of experience. You have wanted the experience of dilemma and you have expanded through it. Together we have deeply explored this Earth reality. We have done this many times in many guises. And as a fitting crescendo to experience here, as so many do, we are the ones who are choosing to take the journey of the human experience all the way to awakening to the illusion.
We are awakening in the manner described, by having this relationship across the veil; a relationship made active through these blueprints, through these imprints. And we have created this journey to remember, to remember this. We have had many experiences here and this is now another experience. It is the experience of the awakening, which is the experience of stepping out of the dilemma, but remaining within the system. It is to have a different experience of the system - to experience the Earth not through dilemma.
The only way you are going to let your Self step out of dilemma is to bring yourself to the vantage point of seeing that your life was a conscious, willing choice. It is ironic, but whilst you think a dilemma is a bad thing you cannot let it go. It is only when you come to understand that the dilemma has been a good thing that you will let yourself let it go. You will let it be. That is what makes the dilemma. A dilemma will not let you let it be. But I am pointing you to the choice to step out of that. It is the choice to step out of a fear that you have allowed to control you.
You chose to be in dilemma to create a space of expansion. You chose to come to a dilemma experience called the human experience - one of the greatest, richest, most complex experiences of dilemma in existence because it is an abundantly filled myriad of interconnected dilemmas. You came into this amazing arena of the human experience in order to experience dilemma such that you would expand the very experience of Self. This is to see that there is no wrongness to dilemma. It is not a fault. You came here to be in dilemma.
What Is Dilemma after Awakening?
In awakening to the nature of the illusion the dilemmas will still be there. But though they will still be experienced, you will experience them differently. You will experience them as the revealing of your choices. That which you experienced once as dilemma will become the revealing of yourself through your choices playing out. This is done through you not being afraid to meet your choices; through you letting the script play and letting the story unfold. It is the experience of meeting your choices without drama or discomfort.
You have only really known choices through the experience of dilemma. So what is a choice without dilemma? The times where you have not been in dilemma are the times where you have just given your Self what you want; where you have let yourself love what you want to love; desire what you want to desire; where you have given yourself permission to love freely. This feels like loving life. It is being drawn by the love of your experience, the joy of your experience, your excitement around your experience. It is following your joy. It is following your excitement. It is following your bliss.
You can just choose, choose, choose what you want, and in that you keep meeting your Self. You keep meeting your Self because you keep seeing what you choose. You learn, “I am someone that likes this. I am someone that likes that. This is who I am in this choice. This is who I am in that choice. This is who I am in this moment. I meet myself through all these choices, because I am not afraid of myself. I am not afraid to meet myself through my choices.”
Making Choices Is Meeting Your Self.
It is time to see that you have all been afraid to meet yourself. You say, “I must get better before I meet my next Self. I must improve before I meet my next Self. I must have this figured out before I meet my next Self because I’m not good enough. The choices I make might not be good enough, might not be worthy.
If I make choices I will reveal my unworthiness to the world. I will reveal my stupidity to the world. I will reveal my ugliness to the world. I will reveal my lostness and my confusion. So I hide myself by making no choices. I hide myself by making the default choices. I will not even reveal myself to myself for I fear what I will find in my choices, in what I reveal myself to like. Because surely that is what we most are, what we like. What if people see what I like? What if people see how shallow what I like is? What if I see through myself through my choices and discover I am disgusting or awful? I fear my choices because they are the mirror. So I will make no choices. I will make the default choice.”
Do you see where I point you? Will you elevate yourself to be worthy of making choices, because that is what we are talking about. For you to let go of the dilemma you will have to deem yourself worthy of being a choice-maker. And most of you on some level have done that, but the choice-maker you have deemed worthy is the one that has wrestled the dilemmas you have faced to the floor. So though you may have found your Self worthy, the Self that you have found worthy is a fighter, and that takes a lot of effort.
This fighter of dilemmas says, “I am happy with my choices because I am happy with this big process I go through where I go all around the houses to confirm to myself the rightness of my choice before I will commit it. This thing that I go through, this dilemma I go through, this stress that I go through, this process of questioning I go through all leads to my confidence in my choices. And it is only because I have created this big process, created this armor, that I am worthy to make choices. But yes, it takes me time and effort, because that is how I believe the world best works.”
What I would like you to see is that if you observe how you experience dilemma, then you can learn what it is about the process you go through that allows you to resolve them. What exactly is it within your mental process that you have found to sooth the dilemma and see a solution? What does your process of solving things and coming to choices give you? What do you have to do to become confident and sure? If you can discover what this is then you can learn to give it to yourself more directly and easily. This resolving effect is the thing you must learn to give to yourself. For if you will not, you will not allow yourself to put down the space of dilemma.
Dilemma and the Human Experience.
In seeing that the Human Experience is a choice comes the realization that the space of dilemma is, from a wider perspective, a beautiful thing. This is predominantly because the space of dilemma is an expansive space. In short, the Earth is an incredible reality for a certain kind of expansion that is formed around the idea of connectedness and disconnectedness, competition, hierarchy, creation itself. That is the heart of what the Human Experience is. All the dilemmas experienced on Earth revolve around the expansion of the choice-point, where the dilemma is in the choice.
This is where the Earth experience currently is. The Human Experience is exploring, through dilemma, the choice for things like competition and hierarchy and limitation. In revealing how we choose, in revealing where our choices come from, we understand more of what we are; we see ourselves more clearly. The Earth is such a profound destination because it reveals the experience of choice.
What you are being invited to do here, is to see the wider vantage point from where you chose to enter into the human experience by becoming human. Allow your Self to step to this wider vantage point. See the dilemmas you are experiencing in your life as a part of the Earth choice. The reason I wish you to view your experience from this realization is because this is then the space from which you can see the new choice to experience the Earth without dilemma.
See how the choice for dilemma creates two different realities. See that you can choose to let go of dilemma through choice. You just have to see it to understand what it is from the wider vantage point. You can’t just say “I choose to exit dilemma.” You have to see, understand and believe that it is a choice. This means that you have to see the dilemma for what it is. To do this, you must step back from it to this wider vantage point of which I speak.
You most clearly see your dilemmas stood back from them. You can practice this by observing other people’s dilemmas. When they speak to you of the dilemma they are in, look for its edges through the idea that it is fear-based. Observe it as a self-contained fear and you will see that the person is existing within the walls of it; they cannot see outside of it; they cannot see beyond it. Next allow your Self to see that this is how it once was for you. You will see that this fear-based space is what you are stepping out of.
You will see that dilemma has always been a choice. You will see the validity of the dilemma through seeing the power and strength of the emotions the person is experiencing. You will see that what they are doing is this more in-depth expansion of what creatorship is - which is choosing, which is choice, which is what we are. We entered the Human Experience to explore ourselves through the dilemmas created through choice.
And it is wonderful, wonderful that you have had this expansive space to question your choices, to expand them across time, to expand the dilemma, to explore it from all angles. That is how aware, consciousness and profound you are as a being to be making this choice to come here to understand what it is we are, to understand how our reality flows. And you have learned so much. But the next part that you have written for yourself is waking up to the illusion of fear. And to do that you have to end the illusion of dilemma that fear creates.
Seeing the Wider Picture.
When you cease to see dilemma as a mistake but instead see it as a choice, you are allowing yourself to see the expansive nature of dilemmas. It is in this space of knowing that you will see that you can become addicted to expanding through the challenging process of dilemma. We are beings that like a challenge. The process of kicking down barriers within our experience of Self can create its own satisfaction. This is again to see that dilemmas are not a wrongness.
It may surprise you, but one of the big challenges in leaving the uncomfortable aspects of being in dilemma is due to the part of you that enjoys experiencing them. Life without the fight is very different. The ‘being dragged through the hedge backwards’ challenging kind of expansion is not a part of the new reality where you are going. It therefore needs to be let go of. The problem is that many of you have become identified with being someone who overcomes such challenges. A part of your very identity is connected to being someone who can overcome powerful dilemmas. This can lead you to not initially be comfortable with the feeling of not having to fight, struggle, or overcome fear.
To choose to not have a life based on dilemmas is to open yourself up to a new experience of Self. Remember that in doing this, nothing ever ceases to exist. The experience of Self that you are leaving will always be available to you to experience again if you wish. When you exit fear you will be faced with the fears that come up in allowing yourself to be a new Self and start a new kind of life.
This is the dilemma of giving over control to your heart. It is not that the mind no longer plays a role, but it is to come to trust in the knowing in your heart beyond any kind of mental logic. To do this you will have had to come to trust in your heart, which is to trust in who and what you are. It is to have come to sufficiently know thyself such that you believe in your Self and the ‘rightness’ of your choice to be in this world.
If you are not ready to exit the human dilemma you are not ready. There is no wrongness, failure, or lessening in that because whatever you are experiencing in life, it is always evolving your own communication with your heart. The result of any choice made through a dilemma will always resolve in a way that teaches you. So even when you perceive something as having a negative outcome, it has taught and therefore expanded what you are. Therefore, you will always end up becoming more and more to consciousness because you are entering into a stream of remembering with every choice you make (regardless of which option you choose).
This stream of remembering is made possible because of the forgetting of the wider reality, the wider Self, that takes place when you enter into the human experience. You can’t just go to a reality of remembering without forgetting. If you want to experience a reality of remembering then you go through a veil of forgetting. That is what you did with the Earth. So you are just remembering, remembering, remembering, which is revealing yourself more and more through your choices. It is seeing what you wrote for yourself. Seeing the beauty of it. Seeing the perfection of it. Receiving what you created to thrill yourself. You created this life to give yourself the highest experience possible.
Coming to Trust in your Self.
You entered this life through the creation of the blueprint in the heart. You created this life to live it. You created a life of dilemma, but then you also created this game of stepping out the dilemma. And you will only let yourself step outside of the dilemma when you have become satisfied that you have become consciousness enough of the communication with your heart to trust it in making your choices.
What you are actually asking yourself, I hope, is not “Do I trust my heart?” I hope you know by now your heart is utterly, utterly trustworthy. What you are asking yourself is “Am I in clear? Am I in consciousness enough communication with my heart to hear it clearly?” That is the path you have all been on - the path of coming to trust in the communication with your own heart without letting the interference of the mind trick you. But if it does trick you then that is just going into the illusion which is then better seeing the nature of the illusion, so it is still where you want to go.
What this means is that you just need to keep going, and the best way to keep going is ceasing the dilemmas that cause you to become stuck. If you do this it will be a great catalyst and will rapidly make all the other stuff fall into place; the more you will reduce the dilemma. And it is a case of reducing it. You will not just switch it off instantly. It will be something that you gradually bring down within you. You will lessen your focus on that area and it will fade and that will catapult you, for you will be opening yourself to the area that is in flow.
So this is about becoming conscious - conscious of the dilemma - stepping back from it to see it all, rather than being contained within it. To step back and say, “I see the fear, I see the dilemma, I see the space I was exploring.” But there is also a level at which you can say, “I am done with it.” You will find out if you are not done with it, so again it does not matter. Even if you are not done with it, it is a good thing to go to the space of “I feel confident I am done with it.” Because then you will soon discover if you are not.
Allowing your Heart to Flow
Stepping forward with positivity is more powerful than just sitting there saying, “I am not going to move away from it. I am not going to finish with it because I am afraid I might not be done with it.” The best way to find out if you are done with something is to start to move away from it. It is only the old mind that says, “I may leave something undone.” You cannot leave anything undone, so it doesn’t matter, which is why you don’t need the dilemma. You don’t need the dilemma when you don’t fear what you will present to life. You are not afraid of the unfiltered Self. That is who is on the other side of the release of dilemma.
The space of dilemma is equally the space of filtering, of buffering, of denial, of numbing, of non-transparency, of secrets. Will you let yourself be like Robin Williams? That powerful stream of consciousness in the Now moment in front of an audience that just flows out freely. That is a greatness, that is a mastery. What will be will be? Do you have the strength to say, “Fuck it” and free yourselves from your dilemma of choice and fall through your choices to meet yourself?
In the old teaching we shined a light on menu items. We said, “Look at this menu item. You might want to try this for the following reasons. This is why this is good. This is why this is expansive. This is why this is awakening.” That is old teaching, and it is powerful. It is the most powerful teaching for the old 3D Earth, but the new teaching is here. It is the Infinite Menu - the Infinite Matrix of creation that contains every possibility. We now shine the light on the wider menu before you.
We understand the menu is overwhelming. Let us help you with your feeling of being overwhelmed. Let us help you come to see that you do not need to be afraid of how free and expansive this Menu of Creation is. You don’t need to be afraid that anything is possible. And this is what it is for many. As they leave Earth-type systems they fear anything being possible, for they have wanted the extinguishing of suffering. They therefore want things to be made impossible. However, when you understand it is all choice, you understand there is no need for fear. You understand that you will go nowhere except where you take yourself. So the only thing you then have to fear is where you may take yourself, which is where you come to fear your choices. This is the illusion you have been lulled into.
I no longer point you at the menu items that represent choices you can make. I point you at your heart. I point you at learning to read the Infinite Matrix by seeing what lights up to you. That is what you will come to discover. That is what will make it easier. When you come to discover that if you will let your heart guide you into the menu, you don’t need to be looking at the whole menu. When you fall into your choices, you fall out of the dilemma.
It is only when you are within dilemma that the Infinite Matrix is so scary. So it is an interesting aspect of teaching; how do we introduce this Infinite Menu of Choices? For when you introduce an Infinite Menu to someone that is in fear, in someone prone to dilemma, it seems like a nightmare - yet, it is the greatest gift. It is the greatest freedom when you understand there is no dilemma except that which you choose to create for yourself to expand through.
You have each written yourself to be truly beautiful. You have written seeds that are so beautiful. This is to have the experience that you are the architect. Any sense of that not being beautiful and perfect is from holes (unconsciousness) in your perception and those holes will be filled in more reliably by you falling forward into your choices than through any teaching. The teaching is to get people to choose. To get people to be themselves. To get people to express themselves. To get them to enter their own solution; the solution written in their heart; the blueprints you write in your heart as a part of the process of birthing into the human experience.
You are Discovering Freedom by Entering into Fear.
In coming to Earth you throw yourself into this free space. When you enter through the veil of forgetting (the forgetting of the wider reality used to create the human experience) there is this way in which you throw yourself into an incredibly free, creative space. It does have chosen limitations. It does have its agreed upon walls, but within those limitations there is open, infinite potential for creation.
The mass consciousness program is the fear-based meanings to life we are taught through socialization and the media. This has not been a mistake. It is a force that is required to maintain the depth of the illusion of the Human Experience. For if you did not naturally fall into fear then you would naturally fall out of fear, which means you would wake up naturally and see through the illusion. The density of the fear had to be great enough so you would be grounded into that fear-based reality. So that is a natural process. That is how the background was set up. But in the past it was a much, much softer gravity of fear. Not like the fear you have today.
The mass consciousness program has had to become stronger and stronger in recent years. But this is not a bad thing because it is like stretching an elastic that is now starting to break because people will always eventually fight back against their fear when it become bad enough. In this way it is actually the depth of the fear that is now present in the mass consciousness program that is triggering an awakening.
The magnification of your fear through the media is incredible and would be off the charts if you placed it on a scale compared to the kind of fear in the past. People are consumed by the monster of their debt today at a level similar to the fear of being slain by an advancing army hundreds of years ago. But this is a part of the Human Experience and the tipping of the scale for a mass awakening. But the point I wish to make is that the natural state on Earth at this time is towards fear. Therefore to create lives you then come in with this blueprint within your heart which is your compass out of fear.
Your Blueprint Out of Fear.
You come into the Human Experience with something to direct you out of the fear and that path is a joyous journey. You enter through the veil of forgetting. It is like the part of the roller-coaster that pulls you all the way up high to start the ride off. The way these rollercoasters work is that they take you up high and then use gravity to do loop the loops and go everywhere. But you do it from this initial pulling up high. And that is the same as the forgetting, because you must forget in order to remember. So you enter into that space where you have this forgetting.
The Earth has what you may consider ‘negative gravity’ to keep you in fear, but then you give yourself this blueprint - this blueprint that is your heart, that is your joy, that is the connection. You disguise the connection to your remembering with this blueprint and that is the heart. The heart is the portal to the wider self. It is the portal to the aware, awakened self and you disguise that within a blueprint that is a passage to joy, that is the discovery of that joy, which is the revealing of your Self to be All That Is - all that you could possibly seek. Whatever it is you seek about yourself you will discover in some form.
So that is what it is. The Earth is an experience where you enter into a forgetting that is cloaked in a fear-based meaning and you paint this path out - a human life. There are many, many ways to paint your way out. Understand that the type of blueprints are very wide and varied. They span fluidity to solidity, rigidity to openness - the whole spectrum. Within each being is a blueprint, is a path, is a path of Self.
This blueprint can be imagined as being a ski-run and in your life you can go off that path and ski in the powder as much as you like. Though you think logically there is a time limit, there is no time limit. You can go off-piste as much as you like, BUT you will go through the complete path eventually. For that is what you created for yourself, and you created it with such wisdom and with such knowing. Even though your life has this level at which you have predetermined it, this is why it is still a free experience.
Do Not Fear being Predetermined.
Now I wish to take it to a far more literal level for you to understand it. Understand that the fluidity is there, the openness is there, the free will is there. However, I equally wish you to understand the way in which the blueprint does represent predeterminism. Something is predetermined. There is great freedom in what is predetermined, but I do not wish to shy away from the fact that something is predetermined. However, the understanding is that what is predetermined is entirely of your creation.
Most people take being predetermined to mean that someone else did the determining. No. You determined it, you just determined it in what feels to be ahead of time, but is in fact, outside of time. Outside of time you determined how you would experience time. You created the ride that you then got on. You wrote the book you are now reading. You wrote the computer game that you are then playing. You are the architect of your own experience. You created this blueprint and this blueprint is a pattern - a pattern of joys, a pattern of passions, a pattern of responses. It is loaded with things that you will meet in life. Patterns for beings, patterns for Seth, patterns for Jane, patterns for Story, patterns for events and people that you know you will then experience in your life.
By the nature of putting this pattern in your heart you will recognize it and you will be attracted to it within the life. And you may, from your perspective, put great rigidity in your blueprint in order to experience very defined things. And there are times when you will choose a very open blueprint.
Your hand is on everything within you. In all ways that matter, what you are looking to is that hand. What you are questioning, is that hand. What your dilemma is about, is that hand. Because that hand shows you your choice from the wider state of consciousness outside of the Earth’s veil of forgetting.
This is, again, why it is difficult to teach and talk to people in 3D (the old world), for they are looking and they are saying, “Is what I have chosen correct? Is what I have chosen correct?” It is correct because you have chosen it. That is why it is correct and yet what is being sought is an explanation of a wider correctness. So you say, “Please paint a bigger picture and show me how, in that bigger picture, what I have chosen is correct.”
There is no correct or incorrect. There is no bigger picture in the solid way you are seeking. There is no judge up in the sky. There is the choice of the path and that path is chosen with complete wisdom. And whenever you complete that path, you stand there and you say, “That was amazing. I want to do it again.”
The path that you have chosen for this particular human life, this life of awakening, is of a slightly different nature. It is far more multi-dimensional. It is far more open to simultaneous aspects of being emerging into consciousness, for you are trying to reflect your widest Self. For that is the pathway to meeting the collective consciousness, the bridging consciousness, that which you are connected to, that which connects all. You discover your connection with all by discovering your connection - your connection with your Self, your connection with others - by experiencing connection.
Will you allow this inside of yourself? For if we take it in this literal way I wish you to imagine your life as predetermined in the most traditional sense. Imagine that you have chosen every choice [what feels like ahead of time]. You have chosen every choice and you are just living it. You wrote a book, you took a pill to forget you wrote it and now you are reading it. I wish you to be comfortable meeting life on that level.
We will be talking more about free will and choice and I will show you your free will. I will show you your choice. Do not fear you do not have these things. In what I am telling you I am in no way denying those things. I just wish you to experience what is triggered in you by the idea of a completely predetermined life. I wish you to be able to embrace the whole spectrum, I wish you to be able to embrace the idea that your life is entirely predetermined and it was you that wrote it, and you are now reading it. You filmed it and now you are watching it. You created it and now you are being it. You defined it. Your life is a game you wrote that you are now playing.
If you are reading a book you wrote, then there is no fear to turn the page. There is excitement. How does it feel to have that level of chance removed? There is no chance. It is all coming. It is all you. It is all your hand. It is all your writing. It is all your script. Will you meet your script? Why would you fear meeting the script that YOU wrote for yourself?
There is a discovery of a confidence of Self available here. But when you go into dilemma you show me that you do not believe me. See the way in which the dilemmas in your life are pointing you to the ways in which you do not trust in what you are. You do not trust in what you have chosen. You do not trust that it is only your hand on the creation of your life.
For a person that understand that they have written the script of their life, there is no need for dilemma. See, therefore that this does not mean that dilemma is a wrongness. It is a game. Even when you say, “But what if I did not really understand what the Earth is like? What if the beingness that I was did not really understand this? What if I got myself into something I can’t get myself out of?” All of those ideas are mental nonsense. They are distraction. They are disbelief. They are doubt. They are dilemma.
Meeting Your Self-Chosen Script.
Imagine your 3D questions about problems in your life through the lens of the knowing that you wrote the entire script of your life. When seen in this way the solution is always to keep reading, keep reading the script, keep turning the page. In this there is no attempt to control. There is no attempt to control the words in a book. They are there and you will meet them. It is just a question of when you are ready to meet them. They are not going to change. By taking longer, by reading slower, they are not going to change. You have already written the book. All that is left is to meet it. That is all that is left. And you meet it through living your life. You meet it through choices.
But before you even get to the choice, you must approach the choice, you must meet the choice. And the choice I wish you to meet, the knowing I wish you to meet, the ways within yourself I wish you to meet is the teacher. Because what is the teacher? The teacher is one who allows him or herself to know. The teacher is aligned with knowing. The teacher can evoke knowing and the knowing I am offering to you is the knowing that you wrote your script and there is nothing, NOTHING, to be done but meet it.
Feel the freedom in what I speak of. You have already done all the creating, you have already done all the work. You’ve done all the work creating this life script, perfecting this thing that you are going to dive into. There is a great deal of love in your script. Love underlies the experience you have created for yourself. You created this experience to expand yourself and you did that to love yourself because you love expansion.
So you created this human life. You chose this experience to love yourself, not to test yourself. There may be tests within it, but you didn’t create it to test yourself. You might enjoy tests. You might love tests. Tests might be all through your life. But you did not create this life to test yourself. You created it to have an experience you love, an experience you wanted. It is up to you. It is your choice. But it is from a place of love. You did it with love. You chose it with love. This life is you loving yourself.
See the love in your life. See love in your choice. See love in your blueprint. See love behind the design. See love in the architecture of your life to let yourself know. See love to give up the fight of asking, “Whose script is this? Whose life am I living? Who is in control? Am I victim or a creator?”
There is no room for the victim in “I wrote the script and I am living it.” There is nothing to be done other than meet it. There is no choice. There is no will. The free will has all been done. All the free will is in the seed of the script. Again, I am not saying this literally, but at one end of the scale, this is a reality, and this is within your reality. This is an aspect of your reality. It is truth, but it is not the whole truth.
The Freedom is Within the Seed.
The full extent of your free will was used in the creation of the seed and all that you experience as free will in the life is the unfolding of that seed. So you do experience freedom within the life, but it is the unfolding of the free will of all the choices encoded in the seed, in the blueprint. It is free will from before, because before is seeing through the illusion, because the linearity is an illusion. This is to experience this freedom in the Now.
There is this free will seed of love that is breathed into the Earth and it is experienced as a linear life. But all the free will came from this wider state of consciousness, came from that knowing. And then you said, “I want to go and experience it because that is the beauty, that is the beauty of the Earth. That is the game. The game is to not know you wrote the script until you choose the time of awakening; the time when you come to see that you are the architect of the script, which is also seeing there is nothing to fear.
All that is perceived as fear within the script is just you trying to teach yourself. Only you can choose to have fun with what is possible here and thereby choose to play with this environment. This is a game you have chosen to master and that mastery has implications for every other reality you will ever then experience. But it is still just a game that you write and then enter into through unconsciousness. There are no other fingerprints on your life but your own. And that is knowing; that is sovereignty. It is the end of victimhood and that is the pathway out of dilemma, if you will allow it to be, if you will now take it further through the understanding of what further is.
See what I am saying to you. This is the power of seeing the predeterminism within your life. There is both movement and freedom, but underpinning that is a path. And if you have any level of feeling in your heart, that is enough. In your current state of awareness you cannot stray. You will only take yourself to where you need to be. I cannot tell you what that is. I cannot tell you your own unique path. That path is your path.
I do not tell you there are only good things ahead. I tell you that none of you are going off-piste with your focus on awakening. None of you are going somewhere you did not intend to go. None of you are even vaguely lost. You are all engaged to some degree with your hearts, and therefore you are all engaged with the path; the path that you wrote. So there is now just the question of meeting it.
Be Still or Proceed?
So this is what I would like you to contemplate - meeting life through the idea that you are on track. You know you are on track and you know the track is of your own creation. So there is no dilemma about whether the track is right or not? There is just the choice to either be still, or proceed. I wish you to see that you can apply this. You can deconstruct your own dilemma through this knowing. It will bring you straight to your choice point.
This is about just letting it be and knowing, knowing that is enough. Knowing it is enough to just meet the experience, take the ride. This is release of mission, the release of agenda. It is the allowance of presence in the meeting of the Now moment. That is how simple it is. So following the path is not complex, no matter how complex the blueprint (script) is. The part that so many of you have been missing is your allowance of the knowing. You have not allowed yourself to step into my shoes in the wider state of consciousness and meet the aspect of your Self which knows. This is to bring your knowing to your life. But what is it to be one who knows?
Can you allow yourself to know what you feel? That is the clear bridge between the heart and the mind. That is what coming to know is. It is the transformation of feeling into knowing. This is not a knowing that arrives through external means. It is your own feeling for resonance (personal truth). That is meeting the energy. That is what we have been teaching you when we speak of meeting the energy of these messages. Will you allow this energy of the wider consciousness, the wider perspective, to exist within you?
This is again why we encourage people learning this form of communication (channeling), for it faces you with this dilemma of allowing yourself to know. Channeling is a process of allowing that which is subtle to become solid; that which is an idea, that which is a flashing memory, that which is a feeling in a body, to become real, to become meaningful; to bring meaning into this reality from other levels inside yourself - through your inner senses. To allow yourself to create reality, to create meaning, from your inner senses.
You know inside this is real. Why are these words “You wrote your script“ here? Free yourself by seeing you wrote your script. Feel your knowing. Allow it to inform your response. You are the choosers. You are the creators. But if you wish to have it, if you wish to know it, if you wish to be it, then you must claim your crown. It is not just given to you. You claim it with your knowing.
Resonance & the Point of Choice.
Up until now you have primarily experienced choice as a point of dilemma. So much so, that without that dilemma you do not have a clear picture of what the choice point then becomes without the dilemma. So the question becomes, what is that choice point without dilemma? What is that experience? What does it feel like when you approach a choice in life without fear of that choice?
The state of mental dilemma that humanity knows so well is this pulling up of all available information and then mentally assessing and balancing the options according to a combination of logic and lessons we have learnt. We have been teaching you to learn to follow your hearts by using the compass of feeling. This is at the core of your current evolution; the evolution from the mental fear-based reality to the heart and passion based reality (following the resonance of your heart).
The relationship with the heart becomes different when you remove the interference of mental dilemma. This shift will even affect what your perception of your will is. You say, “I want a better reality. I want a happy reality. I want heaven here on Earth.” And then you paint a picture of heaven and you use all these descriptive words to paint it. The reason you describe it as your desire is because that is what you have written in your heart, in your blueprint. You have the imprints within you for the feelings and realities that you have observed.
Being within the Human Experience you have seen qualities that you desire. You have seen ways of being that may be beyond your own and have felt drawn to them. They resonate for you. Due to this draw you feel within, they are like beacons signaling you forward; asking you to become more; showing you that there is more. This is the resonance of the coding of your heart lighting up as you perceive it. And that draws you, and that is your feeling for heaven. That is your feeling for bliss. And that is entirely how it is set up.
You get to discover the treasure in your heart and find it. This is why the Earth is such a wonderful game. You bury treasure and you discover it. You forget and you remember. You go to sleep and you awaken. It is wonderful.
Attachment and Control.
But then there are these complexities we have created, these deeper layers of the game created by this mistrust - this mistrust of the process, this fear-based circular thinking. With it, you can spiral into all different depths of meaning. And one of those meanings is a kind of demand for certain things. The idea being that these ‘things’ are freedom, that your happiness is determined by the external.
In this cycle of demand you can become rather like the character of Gollum with your precious, your demands and attachments. Some even come to see them as freedom itself. They say they want this freedom because they want to be able to do anything. “I must be able to do anything. I must be able to have my free speech. I must be able to insult anyone on the planet, otherwise I am not free. I must be able to have a gun to shoot anyone on this planet, otherwise I am not free. I must have a button that can blow up the entire planet, or I am not free.” And it is not that I debate that perspective. If you cannot have a button to blow up the world there is a way in which you are less free than a person that has all your options plus the detonation button. You can logically argue it in many ways.
This is the discussion that we get into with the questions from mental people about how they believe creation ‘should’ work. They say, “If I am truly free to create as you say, then I should be able to x, y and z.” But the question they fail to ask is, “Do I truly from my deepest heart want x, y and z?” And what people say is, “Well no I don’t want that, but what if I did want that?” But you don’t. Who are you worried about? If you don’t really want it, then it doesn’t really matter to you, and that is why you aren’t creating it.
Your Blueprint is Your Experience of Freedom.
What I am pointing you towards here is that by having a dream, by having a blueprint, you have given yourself something that draws you forward. A dream is not a destination. A dream in your heart (versus a mental dream) is something that will always evolve as you move towards it because it is not a definition. It is the desire for a certain feeling for life, an experience of feeling within this reality. When you see this clearly, you will see as I do that your blueprint for life is therefore not any kind of limit, not any kind of prison. It is a light in your heart. It is joy in your heart. It is that which points you to the journey that will most enrich and enliven you. It is your freedom.
Freedom isn’t the ability to do anything. Freedom is the ability to follow your heart. Why? Because that is what matters. That is what you will experience as mattering. In short, your heart is what determines what matters to you, so the only freedom you will ever need is the freedom to follow your heart.
Your create an ‘internal state of what matters’ within your dream. That feeling of what matters isn’t “Do I or don’t I get what I want.” That is definition. That is destination and we are speaking of feeling here. The question is more like, “Can I feel what I want to feel? Do I like the feeling in my heart?” And the feeling you like in your heart is the feeling of following your heart. That is the question. That is what opens up. That is what you discover. And what is in your heart is something you have written, is something that you have outlined.
Your blueprint is the greatest gift of love created by you for you. It is your gift of freedom to yourself. It is not a cage. You could have come into this world with virtually no limit; no story written in your heart. You could have chosen that. That was an option. You did not choose that and with good reason. What you wrote for yourself was the best experience. Just like a person picking out some entertainment, you asked of this life, “What’s going to be the best movie to watch? What is going to be the best book to read? What is the most exciting life I can live?” And as such, it is a gift. It is the positive focus, the positive experience, you have given yourself. In many ways, it is the advantage you have given yourself. Following your heart is to live through your advantage.
All realities are a Self, therefore the dream in your heart is of a Self. That Self, by how it is encoded, by how it was created, by how the game was designed, is your advantage. It is your trump card. It is your special feature. It is your superpower. It is the thing that is enhanced within you. It is the ability of Self that will click into place most effortlessly.
The Infinite Menu of Creation is available to you. You have highlighted some items, and you have impacted fear and resistance into others. You did this to guide your life. What I tell you is that the most rewarding experiences on Earth are ones that come with this pre-shaping. The less predetermined lives that are given little shaping tend to lead the person to fall into the fear of the mass consciousness program and remain there, because that is how this game was designed - with that gravity.
So you gave yourself an advantage, you gave yourself a plan, you gave yourself a trail of light, a trail of joy, a trail of clicking, a trail of movement, a trail of effortlessness, a trail of excitement, a trail of passion, a trail of love, a trail of feeling, a trail of opening, a trail of expansion, a trail of fulfilment, a trail of feeling the things you wanted to feel. And that trail is not your prison. It is your advantage.
Being Your Blueprint is Following Your Heart.
Learning to follow your heart is learning to play your advantage. It is learning to be in your advantage. It is the feeling for a certain sweet spot within life. Some people confuse a sweet spot with a comfort zone. They are different. Comfort zones do not move and therefore become stagnant. They therefore deteriorate over time. Sweet spots evolve, move and grow. They remain interesting. They keep fresh because they are a feeling, not a definition. This is how beautiful what you created is. This is the gift you gave to your Self. So now you are in the game and upon entering through the veil of forgetting you must discover this journey through no more than the feeling in your heart.
Many of you now have a strong foundation in your heart, so when you approach a choice, you feel into it. But this happens with a mental process of overlooking and assessing that then brings up any concerns or fears about where the heart is pointing. In this way the mind continues to exert its fear-based feeling of dilemma. So you meet the choice with your heart, and then your mind comes in like the judge and jury. The pros and cons of each side are presented and then they are compared with the feeling of the heart.
If the mind and heart match up, then you allow yourself to make the choice quickly. If they conflict, then it is a process that continues with further weighing of the evidence. This is all based upon the idea that there is something to work out. It is based upon the idea that there is jeopardy. It is based on the idea that there is better and worse. It is based on the idea that there is innocent and guilty. So what is life with that gone? What do you discover? What does reality become? Reality becomes a meeting in the heart and not the mind. It becomes a beautiful unfolding of something that excites and interests you.
Entering the Flow of Life.
Now understand here that a lot of the choices you often feel you are facing are, “Shall I move or not move?” That choice does not exist in the awakened state because there is no need for stillness in the reality you are moving into. When you discover the freedom of being your Self, then everything will always have a sense of movement. So even something like a solid, external decision to literally move home or not ceases to be such a defined point in time. The idea being that you start to move out emotionally / spiritually / energetically before you move physically. You will start having wider temporal bleed-throughs of heart energy as you open yourself up and approach the threshold of the move. You will begin to feel your new life even before you get there.
This is to say that when you take fear out of it there is less pronounced energetic demarcation of choice-points. This also leads to less experiences of stop-start and stepped energy. Life becomes much smoother and more flowing. Choices cease to be, “Shall I stop or start, move or not move?” and instead become only about which direction do I wish to flow in.
In the 3rd dimensional experience (old Earth) it tended to be about the brake or the accelerator without much belief you have control of the steering wheel. In the 5th dimensional experience of Earth that you are now entering, speed is not something that you seek to control as you are in full allowance of how you are flowing into life. As such you know that the speed at which you are flowing is perfect. If your speed is to be slowed or accelerated, you know that your heart will naturally do that, for your heart is what guides you. You know your heart as the guidance of your focus and, if necessary, it can direct you in a way that slows you if you are starting to become overwhelmed. With your heart guiding your focus, you do not need to control speed. You just use your heart, which is a compass, which is an arrow, which is steering.
So when your heart meets a decision free of fear, the first understanding is that there is no braking. You are approaching the decision, you are seeing the choice. Perhaps it is a choice of left or right. In this there is no sense that you are going to stop as you approach it. There is no idea that you could even possibly need to stop. There is no idea that you would need time to make this decision. You don’t need time to make the decision because there is no wrong decision. There is therefore no dilemma. So you are just flowing towards it and by the feeling / coding in your heart, it is clear to you which way you will go. There is no doubt because you know that the blueprint in your heart, being a feeling, has the answer to every choice within definition that could ever be asked.
What is the point in the experience?
For some, the idea that you are living a life you wrote for yourself can contain an idea of repetition. From one perspective, it could seem that in the life you are living now, you are remembering what you have already written, rather than discovering something new. This is however not the case.
Let us use a gallery of paintings that each represent blueprints as an example. Even though you have seen the finished painting prior to your life beginning, when you come to live the life, you have forgotten what the painting looks like. You start afresh with a blank canvas. The blueprint is pushed into unconsciousness and the experience is the revealing of the image, which is the life journey to it. This is to say the life is about the experience of painting the painting. And that is something you do not see in the gallery where you selected it. Even though in full consciousness you do know what the final painting of your life will look like, you have to live the life to experience the process of its creation. The understanding being that the purpose of your life is not its destination, it is the unfolding experience within the life.
So that is the difference, that is the difference between the encoding and the experience. So now let us look at what it is like to approach a choice when you are comfortable with the idea that you have predetermined elements of your life. When this is the case you come towards the choice with the knowing that you have this blueprint of guidance (the painting) within your heart. You therefore meet the choice, not as a dilemma, but as the further revealing of the painting which you know you have chosen for yourself with great love.
It is a whole different thing from being stood in the gallery looking at the painting on the wall, to having the experience of creating that painting as a human life. You are creating experiences for yourself because experiences are what matter, with all definition being ultimately seen as an illusion. This is to say that being in the painting gallery isn’t that interesting. Being within the contents of the paintings is what we most desire.
We spin journeys through the gallery of paintings. The library of lives each suggest further experiences to be had. We are not just teacher, we are Bridger. We span across multiple stories. We connect and create new stories across other stories. We create these paths and these lives and these experiences and they are fresh and they are vital. So when you approach a choice, it is like the revealing of the painting. It is a journey of discovery. You are seeing your own creation. Despite its level of pre-determination, it is the creative experience because you are experiencing creating your choice.
The Process of Creation.
Having left dilemma you will come to meet life as a blank canvas that you wish to paint in order to see what comes out of you. You say, “I will see what I create.” This is what choices become. They become blank canvases where you will see what you will paint and you do this by actively painting. You are not just sat back observing, “Oh, I wonder which way I will go.” It doesn’t feel like that when you creatively express. Story does not feel like that in this moment. He feels energized and alive. It is the experience in the Now moment and it is joyful in the moment to feel, to experience, what is coming out, what is being created, what is being manifested. What I most wish you to see here is the movement and active choice within it. You did not come here to observe the revealing of your painting, you came to paint it, you came to get the colors of Earth all over you.
When you understand what I am saying you will see the redundancy of destination. Namely, how redundant the final destination of the painting is. See how destination is in fact the return to the beginning point where you were creating your blueprint. You create the painting at this wider level of consciousness. You then give it to yourself on Earth to experience yourself painting it. See how it is not painted at the wider level. It just is.
This quality of how it ‘just is’ in the wider reality shows us further why we come into the Human Experience. In the wider reality, creation just is. This could be thought of as: whatever you want, you instantly experience. There is therefore no experience of the process of creation. Instead, there is just an impulse and a result. This is to say there is no experience of journey within it. Because of this, creation is not necessarily ‘understood’. And this is the way in which Earth could be seen to be a training ground to understand what creation is. Because with its powerful experience of linear time it elongates the creative process instead of this instant quality of ‘BANG’, there is your final painting. There is this creative experience of it being painted with all the associated emotions spread out over time such that you can focus in on them and savor them, just such a richer experience. This is further insight into the many wonders of the Human Experience.
In the wider state of consciousness that we exist in prior to birthing on Earth, anything can just be. There is no journey to it. You create things there and put them here to see what is inside them; to see what the experience of them really is at this level of concentrated focus.
Here, we see that these paintings, these blueprints, these gifts of love are like diamonds. Your blueprint is made up of imprints from as many lives as you wished to draw from. Each of these imprints are your gifts and you can only experience them through your heart. You flow towards the choices they represent in life and it is joyful. It is the discovery of the gift within you. You are discovering the beauty of a painting and you are all going to discover you are masterpieces. That is how wonderful the journey in your heart is. But yes, the journey of the heart can also have a lot of twists and turns. And a part of that is what will make it so amazing when you reveal the masterpiece, when you find your gift, when you find your Self.
We Like to Challenge Ourselves.
So that is why the path of your heart is a path of joy. Seeing this is how you can release dilemma and experience your life like reading more of a good book or watching more of a good movie. That does not mean that everything is lovely. Movies that are only lovely do not do well at the box office. Books that are only lovely have little or no readership. They are boring. It is important to understand that you don’t want just lovely. You want a good book; you want a good read; you want a good experience. You can see what you define as good experiences by looking at what you enjoy in life and by the fantasies you enjoy. Here you will see that we are creatures that love challenge. You enjoy getting lost and finding you way home. You enjoy forgetting so that you can remember. You enjoy things being down and out and then being fixed. You enjoy what you perceive of as wrongness being made right.
These are the kind of experiences you crave. Just look at what you look for in your entertainment and then do not be surprised when there are reflections of it in your life. There is this idea that the focus of your movies is propagating something negative, when in fact it is reflecting it. And that reflection is its own solution. You are going to choose to take certain experiences and learn to confine them to the screen. There is this movement of war, torture and suffering being moved to the entertainment, to the media. And that is how those things will continue, and they do need to continue, for they are a part of the Human Experience. They will transform in order to find their place. And they will exist in media, in documents, as both entertainment and a document library. But I digress.
What I want you to have felt here is this perspective on what your path through your heart is. It is a state of clarity. And as such, it is not something inside of your heart, it is what your heart is. You blueprint is what you feel through; it is what you feel with. There is a way in which your dream for this life is your heart. And now, if you will allow yourself to step out of dilemma, there is an opportunity for you to meet it in a deeper way than ever before; to meet it joyfully; to meet it with excitement; to meet it with the simple knowing that it is your creation of a good book, a good story, a good experience.
The Answer is Simple and takes a Life to Understand.
You are in the Human Experience and you say, “Help us understand. Help us navigate.” Follow your heart without dilemma. That is your answer and in it you have everything you need. But with this message I hope I have shown you with greater clarity than ever before that you do not need to fear the flow of your heart. You do not need to fear releasing the police of your mind and allowing your mind to become something else, something more relaxed. Allow the experience of your mind to transform through its best qualities; its best and most helpful Self.
This solution is within you, but you must apply it. Stepping out of the dilemma is not only a choice, it is something that takes practice doing. You will be pulled back into dilemma in many different ways because you each have deep patterns of dilemma. Through practice you can become conscious of your Self and step out of dilemma.
In stepping out of dilemma you will meet reality. And in meeting reality, you will meet your choices in a whole new way. You will meet choices without fear and then you will discover choices to be ever unfolding heart-based experiences of meeting yourself - of meeting what you have created yourself to become. See that you are loving yourself with this experience. You are making love to yourself with this experience with no limits, with no shame, with no fear. You asked yourself, “What will completely turn me on?” This is why sex is a helpful mirror in the exploration of getting in touch with and expressing your desire - for sex is the allowance of your desires. It is the allowance of the expression of your desires. It brings you the challenge of asking for what you want. If you want it, then it is best to say it!Â This life is about asking for what you feel in your heart; stepping up to the dream within, and owning it. Your dream is an intimate moment you step into. It is intimate in its revealing of your desire.
With full knowing of all desire you created a powerful experience. You made a gift with passion and love for yourself to experience. And you will meet your dream in your choices. Meeting your choices is meeting the next sentence, the next page, the next scene. Reality is the unfolding of this gift to yourself through your heart.
You can go off in all other directions. You can experience all contrast. You can go out from your dream, from this blueprint, into contrast and you can play with the experience. You can play with the gift by extending it out into the contrast. But you can also, when that tires you and you feel like you are getting lost in that, you can rediscover, you can remember, the flow in your heart and go back to it.
You can always come back. You can reintroduce dilemma to your heart’s content. But once you see it, it won’t quite be the same again. But you will still play with it, though it will be different. It is like the shift in time. You are no longer fully contained by it. You see what it is, but that does not mean that you still cannot use it and play some form of game with it.
You have all you need. Trust this imprint in your heart. Learn to fall into it. Learn to meet it. And know that when you make choices, if you have let your mind pull you away from your heart, know that where it will then take you is the place where it will reveal and resolve itself. No choice is wrong; they will all lead you to where you want to be - in the flow of your heart. So surrender to meeting your gifts. Surrender to meeting your Self and discover your Self in the creative moment of the revealing. Know it is of your own creation and you will feel your own creation through choice within it.
Do you see? Your choices will feel like the discovery of your wider will. You are discovering your will through making choices. You are discovering what you have willed for yourself. You will discover the will of your Self.
The will of your wider Self is your life. So live it.
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